The Exhibition (An Executive Decision Trilogy)

  THE EXHIBITION

  Book Three in the Executive Decisions trilogy

  An erotic novel

  Grace Marshall

  What starts out as a simple PR stunt for New York City gallery owner, Stacie Emerson to promote her new West Coast gallery ends up a dangerous slog through the Oregon wilderness in the company of wildlife photographer, Harris Walker, who hates her almost as much as she hates him.

  Their dislike for each other gives way to respect, then passion, then something still deeper, as they struggle to prevent an environmental disaster orchestrated by Terrance Jamison, the arch-enemy of her ex-fiancé Ellison Thorne.

  But just as Stacie is convinced she can make things right with Ellis and have the love she desires with Harris, Jamison uncovers her darkest secrets. She must risk everything to expose him. How can she be deserving of Ellis’s respect and Harris’s love is she can’t stand up for what’s right?

  The Exhibition is dedicated to the wild and wonderful world we live in, love in, and are inspired by and to the deep connection we have to it. May we never take that precious connection for granted.

  Thank you, with all of my heart to:

  Renee and Jo and all of the lovely Ladiez at Sh! Thanks for all of your inspiration, wisdom and encouragement. You are truly my heroes! Hugs and kisses and my deepest gratitude.

  Hazel Cushion, and Liz Coldwell and all the fabulous people at Xcite Books for making my dream of the Executive Decision Trilogy a reality.

  Lucy Felthouse, for boundless PR expertise and even more boundless patience when it comes to staving off more than a few panic attacks and encouraging this neurotic writer to soldier on. Thanks for all that you do. I couldn’t have done it without you, EP!

  Kay Jaybee, for being my partner in crime, my “terrible twin”, and for just being your fabulous, beautiful self. The journey has been so much more fun because we’ve shared it. You’re amazing!

  Raymond, for putting up with all my neurotic craziness and loving me anyway. Thank you for believing in me and being proud of me and easing the journey. There’s no one I would rather have by my side for the ride. Volim te mnogo!

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty One

  Chapter Twenty Two

  Chapter Twenty Three

  Chapter Twenty Four

  Chapter Twenty Five

  Chapter Twenty Six

  Chapter Twenty Seven

  Chapter Twenty Eight

  Chapter Twenty Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty One

  Chapter Thirty Two

  Epilgoue

  Prologue

  What she was about to ask was a terrible thing to ask of a friend. Stacie Emerson had ridden MAX in from Gresham, which had taken forever, but the long ride on public transport gave her time to think about it, to back out and turn the whole event into just two friends meeting for coffee. And then what? Where else could she turn? The two met in Pioneer Square just before the deluge began.

  Kendra Davis gave her a fierce hug, and they hurried the few blocks to the coffee shop that looked up on to Portlandia, Raymond Kaskey’s colossal sculpture, which graced the third story of the Portland Building. Just as the downpour got serious, they shoved their way into the cafe and settled at a table near the window with a good view of the sculpture. It had always been one of Stacie’s favorite things about Portland. She never grew tired of it, no matter how many times she looked up at Portlandia with her hair caught up in the artist’s imagined breeze, with her strong Amazon body leaning down from on high, trident in one hand while the other arm reached out to the world below. Stacie never got over the urge to lift her arms up to the sculpture in hopes of being drawn into her magnanimous, muscular embrace.

  When both women had given Portlandia the homage she so richly deserved, they turned their attention to each other.

  ‘How’s Garrett?’ Stacie asked.

  ‘Recovering nicely, thanks. He’s a horrible patient, though. I practically have to tie him to the bed to get him to rest.’

  Stacie offered her a wicked smile. ‘Somehow I can’t picture him really minding that too much – you tying him to the bed, I mean.’ Was she mistaken, or did Kendra actually blush? ‘And what about you? How are you doing? I mean recovering from what you’ve been through can’t be an easy task.’ Stacie shivered at the thought of Kendra’s ordeal at the hands of a stalker and what might have happened if her friend hadn’t been made of sterner stuff than just about anyone she’d ever met.

  Kendra looked down at her hands folded around her cup and the smile she offered, though genuine, clearly took some effort. ‘I’m all right. The dreams are coming less and less often, and I’m seeing a psychologist. We both are. I won’t lie; sometimes it’s rough, but we have each other and …’ This time her face broke into a broad, easy smile. ‘God, I can’t get used to saying that … We have each other. It sounds so presumptuous, yet I love it.’

  ‘It sounds just perfect,’ Stacie said, giving her arm a squeeze. ‘And you two deserve to be very, very happy together.’

  Kendra reached up and patted her hand. ‘You should stop by for dinner some night. I don’t cook, but I’ve learned Garrett makes a mean bolognaise.’

  Stacie offered her a knowing smile. ‘He certainly does. Who do you think taught him how to make it?’ She waved a dismissive hand. ‘But honestly, to see the two of you so happy, I’d come for peanut butter sandwiches.’

  ‘That I think I could almost manage,’ Kendra said. Then the smile slipped from her face, and she held Stacie in a gaze that was all business. ‘Now that you know how Garrett and I are, I imagine it’s K. Ryde you really need to talk to, or you would have met me at Garrett’s or invited me for a look-see at the progress you’re making at the gallery.’

  Kendra was dressed in a white T-shirt, faded jeans, and a pair of black ankle boots. Her hair, once again golden-blond, was pulled back in a ponytail and she wore no make-up. No one would have ever imagined her to be the best in her field. Only a small handful of people knew anything about the mysterious PR guru, K. Ryde, and if they did, they’d certainly never met the legend in person. K. Ryde had worked for Stacie all this time, and it had only been during the horrible incident with Kendra’s stalker, when K. Ryde was working for Garrett, that she’d actually discovered Ryde’s true identity.

  ‘When I hired the Ryde Agency,’ Stacie began, ‘it was a long-term project, and then – well, then it was all so nebulous. I mean, I had no idea who K. Ryde really was, and it didn’t matter. But now –’ She scooted closer to the table and leaned over it. ‘Now it does.’

  Kendra laid down the spoon she’d just used to scoop a mound of cinnamon-dusted foam from her cappuccino into her mouth. ‘Then you’re ready for the next phase.’

  Stacie nodded, feeling the tremor of nerves in her belly as she thought about what the next phase would mean. To both of them. ‘And I need to know if I’ve been handed over to the agency or if you’re still in charge. I assume you were in charge.’

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sp; Kendra offered her a half-smile in response. ‘I was always in charge, and your … request intrigued me a lot so I took a personal interest. You’re one of the few clients I kept after I sold the agency, one of the few that I could continue working for on my own without anyone being the wiser for it. And I only did that because it interested me so much.’

  ‘Even after everything with Dee and Ellis? I mean, I know you blamed me, and rightfully so,’ Stacie said.

  Kendra studied her for a moment, then nodded slowly. ‘K. Ryde’s business is business, Stacie. My personal feelings didn’t figure into it. K. Ryde never got involved personally … not until Garrett came into the picture, and that was … well, that was something I could have never foreseen.’

  Love was like that, Stacie thought. She released a shaky breath and wiped sweaty palms on her trousers. ‘I guess I need to know if I’ll be continuing to work with you, now I’m ready to move forward with … my project, or if I’ll be working with someone I don’t know.’

  Again Kendra studied her. ‘Do you want someone to take over?’

  Stacie shook her head and stared down into her cup, trying to gather her thoughts. ‘It’s just that – well, what happens next … you probably won’t like, and now that our situation has changed, I’m not sure I like having my friend involved. In fact, what I’m about to ask is a pretty terrible thing to do to a friend, if you want the truth.’

  ‘Stacie, if you want me to hand you over to the agency, all you have to do is ask. But …’

  ‘But no one else could handle it like you could, if they could handle it at all, right?’

  Kendra didn’t answer. She only held Stacie’s gaze.

  ‘I know that, and yet I also know what it’ll mean.’ Stacie looked out at the sculpture with its outstretched hand as though somehow it would offer her an easy answer for what she knew was ahead of her. But there were no easy answers. There could be none. She knew that. ‘It’s just that I … Well, it’s complicated.’

  ‘Most of what K. Ryde deals with is complicated, Stacie. That’s why K. Ryde deals with it.’

  There was a sudden flash of sunshine through the rainclouds, bathing the sculpture in bright light, and Stacie blinked back the after-image, then turned her gaze back to Kendra, who sat for a second with Portlandia’s features superimposed onto her own. Then Stacie blinked again and it was Kendra who sat across from her, offering a sympathetic smile.

  She knew how tough Kendra was, how much fire there was in that slender frame. But she also knew what the woman had already been through, and what she was about to ask her seemed cruel.

  ‘After everything that’s happened … to you, to Garrett, I don’t know …’

  ‘Stacie, Garrett and I are both struggling to put what happened with Edge behind us and move on. For me, that means finally being able to have my life back. Oh, I’m not moving back to California.’ She nodded up at the sculpture. ‘Portland is my home and I want to stay here – especially the way things are with Garrett and me now. But I have no intention of not working and, frankly, you know me well enough to know how bored I’d be with anything that wasn’t up to K. Ryde’s usual clientele.’

  ‘What about Garrett?’

  Kendra raised a golden eyebrow. ‘What about Garrett? My love life most definitely doesn’t involve breaking client confidentiality. If you want me to finish what we started, I will. In fact, I’ve always had every intention to.’

  Stacie gripped her hands in her lap to keep them from shaking. ‘You won’t like it.’

  ‘Tell me, and let me decide,’ Kendra said.

  Forty-five minutes and two more lattes and a Diet Pepsi later, Kendra blew out a sharp breath and scrubbed a hand over her face. ‘You’re right. I don’t like it.’

  Stacie felt her stomach drop and the fear that all of her efforts, everything she had done so far, had been for nothing threatened to overwhelm her. ‘Then I need to find someone else?’

  Kendra shook her head slowly. ‘I didn’t say that. I just said I didn’t like it. Besides, you wouldn’t find anyone else who’d do this for you, even if they could.’

  ‘I don’t want to … I never wanted to put you at risk.’

  Kendra reached across the table and took Stacie’s hand in a strong grip. ‘Some things are worth the risk, sweetie. But this is the last time we meet like this. From now on you only see Kendra Davis in person. K. Ryde will be in touch and inform you of what comes next.’ She squeezed her hand hard. ‘I mean it, Stacie. From this moment on, you’ve never met K. Ryde, and you won’t ever meet him again. Are we clear?’

  Stacie squared her shoulders and nodded, unable to speak around the claw of nerves in her chest.

  Kendra’s face softened to a warm smile, and she released Stacie’s hand with a gentle pat. ‘Good. Now the sun’s out and I’m dying for a walk along the river so that I can bore you beyond words with the latest about Garrett and me.’

  And really, there was nothing in the whole world Stacie needed more at that moment.

  Chapter One

  Stacie nearly fell off the chair behind her desk as she jerked to wakefulness. It took her a second to realize she was in her office at the gallery. A quick glance at her watch told her she had maybe a half-hour before the workmen arrived. She yawned and stretched, then shoved to her feet to open the utilitarian mini-blinds. They would soon be replaced with lush spring green drapes at windows that would be flanked by plants from the same nursery that had furnished the greenery for Ellis when he’d opened the Pneuma Building.

  Even unfinished as it was, she loved the feel of the place and what she was building it into. Stacie already owned a thriving gallery, and she had every intention of making the West Coast gallery as successful as the one in New York. Two trips to Japan in as many months and the constant yo-yoing back and forth to New York until she could get her manager there trained and up to speed had pretty much guaranteed that she wasn’t getting enough rest. She was jetlagged as hell, so she tried to make the best of it and get some work done when she couldn’t sleep. That was to be expected. It was a challenging time. It wouldn’t last forever. But the stress of opening the new gallery meant the nightmare she had lived through in the early days of the New York gallery was bound to bubble up and kick her unconscious in the butt. It had been a bad dream that had woken her in the wee hours this morning. Even the pep talk she had given herself – that this time was different, that this time she was going in with her eyes open, that this time she knew what she was doing – didn’t lull her back to sleep, so here she was.

  She glanced round her makeshift office with its folding chair and battered pine desk buried beneath shipping documents for the Japanese part of the exhibition and plans for the completion of the interior of the gallery. In her office, the walls were already painted, the floor was laid. The furniture would be delivered next week, and that included a comfy chair and a sofa for her to doze on when she was jetlagged. It was coming together, she thought. It was coming together.

  Just then her BlackBerry buzzed. She scrabbled to find it beneath the stack of papers, nearly dropping it in the trash can when she finally unburied it and read the reminder to call Harris Walker. Again. She’d already rescheduled the call three times in the past 24 hours because she knew the drill. Either she’d get his voicemail and he wouldn’t return her call or he’d tell her he couldn’t talk right now, but he’d get back to her, and then he wouldn’t. But Harris Walker had no idea just how tenacious she was and how badly she wanted his work for the gallery’s opening exhibition. He’d have to personally tell her to fuck off and die before she would even begin to take the hint. And though Harris Walker didn’t much like her, she knew he was way too nice to tell her to fuck off and die.

  The sunshine was just beginning to make a golden path onto the newly laid wood floor, and she had it on good authority that Harris would be up. In fact, she had it on good authority that he’d spent the past night in a hide photographing great horned owls. Owls slept in the daytime so she fi
gured he’d be finishing up, but not yet have had time to tuck up in his jammies for a nap. She’d invite him to breakfast. Surely he must be starving after spending the night in the woods. Of course, even if he were, he’d still tell her no. Then she’d invite him for coffee and work her way down from there. Maybe they could compromise on a glass of tepid water in her disaster of an office.

  She really didn’t need to refresh her memory on Harris Walker’s work. She’d studied his photographs in detail long before she knew him in person, back when she’d had no reason to believe that when they actually met he wouldn’t like her. But as she pulled up the website of Wilderness Vanguard, she told herself it was to give him time to get back to civilization before she became the unpleasant point in his morning. He was the editor of the Vanguard, and some of his work was in almost every issue.

  After she’d looked through the latest edition, she brought up Harris’ own website and flipped through the photo galleries. She flipped past the photos of pristine Cascade scenery, past the photos of birds preening and elk rutting, past the photos of sunsets over the Pacific Ocean and sea lions lolling in the sand near Lincoln City. She even flipped past the gripping photo-diary he had done of his trip to the forests of Valderia with Ellis a few months ago. She flipped instead to the images of mining run-off and erosion-ravaged landscapes, to the photos of landfills, oil-slickened waterways and clear-cuts, to the photos of small, dying communities that’d lost their livelihood when the lumber industry went belly-up. As she studied them for the hundredth time, she wondered how he did it; how he could revel in such beauty as the Northwest was famous for, then immerse himself in landscapes from hell without somehow damaging his soul. She’d like to ask him if he’d ever consent to at least meet her for coffee.

  She really thought that, of Dee Henning’s two best friends, Harris would be the easiest to win over. Stacie knew what men saw when they looked at her, and she seldom had to do much more than smile at a man to get his attention. Socially, she wasn’t even close to desperate. She was used to being able to date anyone she wanted whenever she wanted.